I love my friends.
So today, I had a freaking amazing talk with one of my best friends, and I came to realize many things.
1- I hate drama. I mean i seriously do. There is not freaking need for it. Ew. I already knew this of course but still, I just really hate it. And I kind of dislike people who like to start it or who are ALWAYS a part of it. I like chillness.
2- We agreed on something during this talk. We seriously don’t have time for boyfriends anytime soon. I mean I already knew this too and I keep saying it, but it’s honestly true. I love boys and they are amazingly fun to look at and some of them can be really good friends, but I don’t have the time or the strength to get emotionally attached to them. I honesty do not care anymore if I have to wait till college to get my first boyfriend or first kiss. I mean, sure, it would be nice to have one and it seems fun and all, but they take time away from your friends. And you can’t concentrate on what’s more important like, your school work. And I seriously do not want to have to keep up with another human being and constantly think about him, or go through a breakup and get depressed. I’m not ready. Right now, all I want to do is make lasting friendships…even though SOME people say that you can’t stay in touch with your friends from high school. Bullshit.
3- A LOT has changed in the past year. We were thinking about how MUCH has changed since 8th grade and the beginning of Freshman year and thats just all I’m going to say about that. It’s just…a lot.
There are some other things but I need to do homework…maybe…..
